I'm two weeks out from my exchange and feeling fabulous - mainly because my new boobs got a taste of freedom last night. For the first time in 2 weeks I got to take the
vice sports bra off and let things air out. For weeks I've had that "can't wait to get home and take my bra off" feeling (all you girls know what I'm talking about) and not been able to. Ahhh... Such a relief to take that blasted bra off. I must say I really enjoyed my 7 months of not wearing a bra.
I also went for a long, brisk walk today and even snuck in a few stretches of trotting (I'm calling it a trot because I was told I'm still not supposed to run). It felt amazing! I forgot how much I missed getting my sweat on (at least though exercise; Admittedly I get my sweat on most nights due to night sweats). I'm finally feeling well enough to get back in a routine and it's so good for me physically, but also emotionally and spiritually.
Today during my trot I actually started cry (it was a happy cry). I felt so blessed to be feeling good again. It's been a long 7 months. Blame it on my
mania feeling better but I'm even contemplating training for a half marathon (of course waiting until I get the all clear from my doctors). I'd love to complete a half marathon by my one year cancer-versary. 1. It would certainly help with my 20 pound weight gain 2. If I can beat cancer, then surely I can complete 13.1 miles, right?! 3. Most importantly, it would be my way of giving cancer the middle finger.
Who's with me?
You go girl !
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